Black Hole

2011-12-25T00:33:00.002+08:00

So, 20th December finally came! I went to Tung Shin Hospital to seek treatment for tonsillitis, in simple words, to remove my tonsils.

Like I said, tonsils are 2 lump of tissues at each side of the throat. If infected, it can leads to sore throat and even fever. guess life sucks...

Woke up early(extremely) that day, reached Tung Shin about 7 to register and booked the bed and all. Then a nurse led me to my room which I shared with 3 other patients. It was a horrible night with them.(I'll come to that later)

Then, all I needed to do was to wait, for quite a long time to my surprise. Apparently there are many people to be operated on that day. Skip it to the main part, inside the operation room, the doctors made a puncture on my hand for the thread. No feeling really, no pain. Then the scary part...

Through the thread, i was injected with anastatic , to be unconscious for the surgery. I always wonder how it feels like to be injected with that, but truth is, you'll close your eye lids before you know it. And when you woke up, It's over, i mean the operation. That's what happen to me.

I was considered amazing, somewhat, by the doctor. He said that i woke up straight away inside the room after the surgery. I remembered, by that time I can feel mild pain within the throat area, but still, was feeling dizzy. Hours after that, doctor came and the usual things bla bla bla....

XXX

Now, my "roommates" . Bad night with them, bad night.

First, opposite of my bed was another young dude about my age. A very typical Chinese, speak with loud voice, talk with even louder voice. Not sure what's wrong with him, but could be food poisoning cause he was having diarrhea. One moment he was laughing and talking lively, another moment he was in agony. From Tarc college I heard...

Next, an elder man which was bedded next to me, not sure what's wrong, but he didn't look good. A part of his head(1/5) was GONE. YES, I REPEAT IT'S GONE!!!!!! I was really shocked upon my first sight. But this is a hospital, what was I expecting really... He had a throat surgery too, therefore there's a wound there. That makes it kinda disturbing for ME, causing he was coughing non stop... and phlegm was coming out from both his mouth and neck... Geez goosebumps as I typing this... Well I hope he can get better soon.

The other one, another old man, not sure what's wrong with him, but he was especially annoying during the night. No disrespect but middle of the night I was woken up by his "tapping" . At first I was like, ok he's "old" and maybe he needed the nurse or something, but then he kept doing it until I got fed up and had a peek on him. GOD DAMN IT he was doing it for fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't Fu*king SLEEP and the pain was bad... I literally felt like shutting him up...

A very bad night at the hospital...

Kinda weird though, typing this on Christmas day...

2011-12-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

I've been really lazy these day, but that's just how I am. Done with finals since the 10th, and pretty muchrotting ever since then.

Went for another doctor then, as i was about to be "operated" surgically. The good news was that no surgery is required for my nose, it's fine( at least according to him), but my tonsils will have to be removed. On the 20th Dec.

Well, tonsils are 2 lumps of tissue with the throat in between of it. When it's infected, it will cause sore throat and eventually fever. I'm down with fever thrice this year, all thanks to this.

Anyway, graduation night is on the 14th December, nothing is ready, clothes and hair, oh screw hair then! Results on the 7th, hope I did well!!!(good luck to myself)

real fast

2011-10-22T00:40:00.003+08:00

Sadly, this so called "new sem" is coming to an end already, can't believe this is the 10th month of 2011 already, darn it! Finals are coming soon on the 31th, ending on the 10th....

Finally got the car fixed, and thanks to the lady, I had to travel to college by public transport instead of driving there. I was really exhausted, have to settle my own meals for 2 weeks plus. But I survived it! But the worst part was the food, was sick of instant noodles and the hawker downstairs... guess my housing area isn't really a food place.

Went to Tung Shin Hospital last week, to figure out the reason behind my "flu". Apparently it is not "flu", but nose allergic. Can't fix that, only can control it. And my tonsils are recommended to be removed. need to have minor surgeries... sigh

Class party for english

Great, just great

2011-09-14T21:05:00.001+08:00

So as I was driving to college on Monday morning, I came across a T-junction where I got bang by an aunty on the left front door.

That lady was in a great hurry that she forgotten to even stop and look for cars before stepping on throttle. And I thought I've been driving less than a year =.=

Right now, thanks to the kindness of the lady. I have change my plans over the next few weeks. Really appreciate that man. Without the car, I have to take bus earlier than usual, much earlier to college, which takes about 2 hours

this quiet night ; this loud morning

2011-08-28T00:33:00.004+08:00

As predictable as usual, I'm down with fever and sore throat this time, but not as bad as the previous one. Recovered quickly enough, but kinda screwed up my econ test this time because of it, darn it! Swear I could have done better! Same goes to Math >.<

I always wondered, how on earth that I, would fell for a girl I barely know, sees, or even talk??? Things is I myself don't know that too. I'm not a player, when it comes to relationships, I'm dead serious. But somehow things never work out. Always, I failed miserably. I'm not desperate for a relationship that kinda thing, #justsaying

Well, except once, I'm missing it because the moments were great, regretting because I didn't cherish it.

Still, there's a confusion that's striking me now, what is she to me. "Buddy" or nothing?

infatuated days- limbo

2011-08-22T23:07:00.005+08:00

I really need to update more I know, but this sem is such as pain in the arse, I barely have time to breathe... It's like every week I'll have something to worry about, always having something on my mind. Jeez =(

So once again I was down with fever and sore throat, but the reason this really are the tonsils, major problem =.= But it was better this time, my mind was clear and I still can drive, (I did drove to college), reasonably fine I guess Only the headache, worst pain on a bad day. It is.

Once again, Cheryl left for the states, it's the same way back at home...

The feeling of emptiness, sometimes it felt like it's eating me up from within, but another time like an old friend of mine, accompanying me through the best and the worst of times. Was it memorable, definitely not. Can a person beat that, I don't think so.

I wonder, what's the solution for this?

Back, with infatuated days

2011-08-11T23:02:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not updating, the past few weeks of my life were my busiest, especially this week.

Well, here I am now, finished my assignments just movements ago, relieved*

Also, things were turning out to be fine. I hereby declared that she's outofmylife. No to mean it in a bad way but yea. But it will remain as the bitter part of my memories. She looks awesome thou, in her new profile picture. =X

I dont like second sem. it's way too short and rushy. fml

dear meiyin and liqun, if I were to tell in public i die lor hahaha

s.p is cute hahaha

New Sem and life

2011-07-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

So new sem has arrived, in a way is good to end holidays. God that was really boring man! My timetable sucks, enough said! But I gotta enjoy going home at 4, pretty nice actually.

It's over. I move on, be a happier man!

Have a new target to be honest! Ciao

Orange Moon

2011-06-24T02:12:00.002+08:00

There we sat among the thousand,
fools just like us, but not so in love like us.
There we spoke of our love feelings,
and dreams were born like that, and we hope for love like that.
Now your dreams have changed and were far apart.
I dont know when or where to start,
leading you from my mind.
I want to stand with you again.
I hope to find you here again
in the eternal sunshine.

*I'll search for the orange moon that lit up our love on the ocean
while I held your hand.
Now watch all the waves from the stones
where we gazed to the golden sun.
If I see the horizon,
glow just the same as it did when we stood on the hill.
Ill make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me.
If you drop me a line, Ill be sure to make these arrangements.

Lay your head upon my shoulder,
Ill sing a tune or three sweet melodies for thee.
Softly speak, to say 我愛你,
why do you leave,
my heart is at your feet.
Well, I like to share three words again,
Parts of these words with you again if you think its possible.
And maybe I can pull you close
and whisper in your ear again
that I want you in my life forever.

*Ill search for the orange moon that lit up our love on the ocean
while I held your hands.
Now watch all the waves from the stones
where we gazed to the golden sun.
If I see the horizon,
glow just the same as it did when we stood on the hill.
Ill make the arrangements,
just wait on that corner for me.

You are like the summer rain that cools me, that sooths me.
You are the person that I pray for everyday.
Maybe well sit on those stairs once again,
maybe we wont turn down have to pretend,
you will be here in my imaginings, fade imaginings.

*I'll search for the orange moon that lit up our love on the ocean
while I held your hands.
Now watch all the waves from the stones
where we gazed to the golden sun.
If I see the horizon,
glow just the same as it did when we stood on the hill.
Ill make the arrangements, just wait on that corner for me.
If you drop me a line, Ill be sure to make these arrangements.

Maybe you won't even see this!
But still,
Happy birthday!
KT

Results Out

2011-06-22T15:57:00.002+08:00

My results for semester 1 are finally out. Ask me if I'm cool with it? Well it's kinda of a mixture actually. Got 2HD, 1C & 1P.

As expected, accounts is the lowest I got. Damn! I gotta admit this is kinda of a mixed feelings for me.

Gotta decide by tonight, continue accounts or not. =.="

2011-06-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

I must admit, I have been stoning in this holidays. Spend plenty of times thinking about the past, looking back, I was really much of a fool. It was funny too.

Had a decent talk with my dear friend Eileen, wasn't that bad right? I felt like I have done explaining some really important things. Peace yo!

I'm bored, really, just give me some meaningful activities and i'll join!

昙花

2011-06-14T00:07:00.007+08:00

Maybe I shouldn't have uploaded those posts after all. But it's my blog, so deal with it.

It wasn't a good week really, Had bad sore throat which triggers high fever, causing headache, and I swear I felt my head was exploding. and now it's turning into cough, damn! FML

It gets pretty boring nowadays, even thou Cheryl came back from the States, that doesn't really change anything, somehow it feels weird to have her around the house.

You're messing around my head, just when i said i'll let go, your image kept coming back, wonder if that is why i'm as pathetic as now? hate to say it but you kinda screw me up -(I like you,really do)

Btw, check this out

Trip part 2

2011-06-07T00:04:00.008+08:00

Just pictures

Trip to Taman Pertanian part 1

2011-06-04T23:52:00.011+08:00

So, we gathered at sunway college at 8 am, as for me 8.20(overslept). Never mind that, then the 10 of us went to Taman Pertanian.

TA-DA

There's a reason I'm not in this picture

This is what happen if you don't know how to ride

forgotten how to ride

a bicycle

I'm not sure whether you call this a picnic

Then

Big Ming(Da Ming) taught me back LOL

falling...

Some kanasai trying out for skytrex!

After that, mission accomplished

Watch out for MAT-SIKAL

goodbye melody rose

2011-05-27T00:40:00.005+08:00

Finally, exams are over, so is my first semester at Mufy. =)

Having a month long break, even though it's not even June, feeling the boredom already. fml

Not the right timing indeed. Friends are either having exams, or just started college. Bit of nuisance. Maybe I should just try going out alone?

Felt a little proud of myself. I think I've officially forgotten about her, after so many months. That's good, single life isn't that bad after all. Get to fool around again without getting trouble. Keyword:Flirtation

Nah, just kidding.

After 5 months, there's one little thing I've learnt. It is crucial. It is simple. Yet not many understand it. Not many would accept it. They chose not to believe it.

If she ain't yours, she ain't yours. enough said.

Had overdose of Khalil Fong and Lee Hom lately. I need more music, quality music!

well, basically I have nothing to write about, sorry for crapping.

2011-04-29T23:07:00.004+08:00

Hell of a week. Glad it's over! Accounts gg dy.. no comment on that. Just had Econs, lucky I managed to finished it wei.

Khalil Fong's new album 15

Brings some very Jazz like songs

Love it

Should I or Should I not?

2011-04-13T01:03:00.002+08:00

Now this is funny

Was laughing throughout the whole movie
good one!

2011-04-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

就这样地，我们一起聊，一起了解对方。

虽然等待回信很久。我不介意，耐心地等，因为很值得的。等着她，有时，过了只个小时，我会焦急起来。

之后，她才会抱歉说她不小心睡着了。

能够理解她，对我来说，是一种非常幸福的事。

复习课业也特别清新，比较专心。

这样地，一星期过了又一星期

Spm也来来去去

直到圣诞节时，一切就不同了。

她曾告诉过我，说要飞去台弯度假。

然后呢？她不知道为什么忽略了我几个星期。发送了不少短信，也没有反应。

直到一天，我终于成功联络她。

她说发生了一些事情，叫我最好把她忘了吧！

我不放弃，最后，结果还是一样。

她说道歉。我说她无情。（开玩笑，我那会）

请原谅我，把这最后一篇文章写得随便。

我受不了了，已经2个月，我也不能坐在这心挂。

从梦中醒来，可是不能被看作恶梦

只是梦境

最残忍的是想象力

所看到的

~the end~

The purpose of me writing all these posts,it's just a reminder to myself, that I've been through all these memories. If she ever sees this, I do not know what kind of response she will have. But, I hope she can understand how I feel. That's all.

I WILL MOVE ON

getting to know purpleshirtgurlgurl

2011-04-01T21:05:00.006+08:00

那晚，当我就要放弃时

我的朋友(esther)给了我一个非常有用的建议，就是经过她，把我的"爱"，告诉 purpleshirtgurlgurl

那时，我的心情很矛盾。心想，万一她不理我呢？万一她已经有了喜欢的人呢？

不怕万一，只怕一万！

有了！就做功课吧！但我不能集中。其实等待之间 , esther 有告诉我一些详情，可是都不清不楚的。

我也这样地，等到11点多。

esther 也马上打电话，说

她说，她不能立刻发展

因为我们都不认识对方，相互了解。

就从一对１０个号码开始。

esther 说，今晚夜了。明天才写短信。

也偷笑我说，她好象有了兴趣。

我有可能有机会

我的心情，不用说你们也知道，不用长气

第二天，我在学校，迫不及待放学，可以发送第一封短信

我在英文写了

" Hey, how're you? I'm darren over here!"

写在英文比较适合点，这每个人都同意

然后，我一边吃午餐，一边期待purpleshirtgurlgurl 的回信

从来没吃午餐，吃到那么紧张，那么开心

心里想着，自己也偷笑起来

手机也发出铃声，显示已收到的短信息...

未完待续

没有什么会永垂不朽永远根本不存在

尤其是爱

purpleshirtgurlgurl

2011-03-24T09:00:00.010+08:00

如果你认为爱情会影响学业,我觉得你很可怕,你有没有想过,是学业影响你的爱...
这句话是令人惊讶的事实, 至少对我来说。

活了十七年, 到目前为止,只有2个女孩，是我真正很喜欢...其余的,感情不那么深,不用说多。

她，是我的初恋, 也是我最好的朋友（当时）,我做了最大的错误,不是和她分手,而是向她表白.
那时，她, 是我最好的朋友, 也是第一个和我相爱的。什么事，她都鼓励我，都支持我。不知不觉的，我也喜欢上她。

问我她漂亮不漂亮，我觉得她很漂亮。问我她温柔不温柔，这个哦？我不知道（LOL）
可是为什么分手，我只能说是我的错。

另一个她, 我也不知道说什才好

form 3时, 在补习中心，不知道你们信不信一见钟情？当时，我是这样喜欢上她。记得那时侯，教科学的老师，一直做弄我们俩。他叫我stjohnboy，叫她purpleshirt girl girl, 叫的有点像金鱼老，很贱的样子

但我不知道她的名字, 就这样错过了她，我以为再也看不道她。我的高中一，就这样过了，没有她的存在

奇迹是，又让我遇回她。我当时的心情无法形容。开始是悄悄的，远远的。过后是默默地，静静地望她。可是，我就是无能为力，没办法认识她。有一天，我的机会总于来了。通过彼此共同的朋友，把我的"爱"的消息传了给她。她，回复了。在我的生命的第一次，我真的以为，我中头奖了，后来才知道，原来不是，自己其实是在做梦，可是，我真的不想从梦中醒来

未完待续

寂寞可以杀死一只大象

[HD] David Cook - Lie (live at Carrie Underwood An All-Star Special)

2011-03-05T23:27:00.001+08:00

I don't mind waiting, really. Since it's for long term.

Long as you try.

Giving up before trying.

It's just too painful for me

Life in Sunway

2011-02-26T23:49:00.004+08:00

Still alive here. After a few blink and here we are,

end of February already.

Time really flies.

People, I'm telling you College life isn't relaxing from what you all, including me previously thought!

Well, probably because i'm taking a foundation programme. Had to take bus back to KL everyday, the journey is wickedly torturing. Reach home everyday just before 7. Great!

Somehow Mufy have more tests than other programmes, the worst part is that every tests matters! Consistency huh?

*************************************************************

Anyway, thanks for leaving me hanging on just like that, For weeks.

Why would you want to break me like this?

I swear I really had hope in you

I tried, you didn't

我越想靠近你越想逃避

Knowing the fact that it's quite impossible now.

I'm out of your league?

Fine, I'll take it

需要人陪

2011-02-11T23:38:00.003+08:00

需要人陪, perhaps this describes me the best now..

打开窗户让孤单透气
这一间屋子如此密闭
欢呼声仍飘在空气里
像空无一人一样华丽
我渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避
你飞到天的边缘
我也不猜落在何地
一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪
更需要一个人来点亮天的黑
我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退
这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪
闭上眼睛就看不清
这双人床欠缺的温馨
谁能陪我直到天明
穿透这片迷蒙寂静
我渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避
你飞到天的边缘
我已不猜落在何地
一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪
更需要一个人来点亮天的黑
我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退
这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪
一个我需要梦想需要方向需要眼泪
更需要一个人来点亮天的黑
我已经无能为力无法抗拒无路可退
这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪

2011-02-02T15:37:00.005+08:00

Don't tell me to forget it.

I can't

Look, idk what happened to you and I really want to know.

The new beginning

2011-01-16T13:58:00.002+08:00

After the recommendations from Alex, I finally settled down at Sunway, doing Mufy programme.

Mufy as in Monash University Foundation Year. A quite intensive programme I heard.

Monday til Thursday was orientation, nothing much actually. The environment is good I guess, saw many hardworking students. And there's a bridge connecting to the Sunway pyramid... been there almost everyday this week, definitely not gonna come in the holidays, get bored of it soon..

Friends wise, pretty good I must say, got to know many people and somehow formed a gang already.. But I'm the only one from KL, they're all PJ fellows... no wonder transport isn't problem for them.. Speaking of which, the journey back home is killing me... it gets longer each day.. worst of all, i've got 4 days in a week that class ends at 5.. by the time I reaches home it'll be about 7 maybe..

I wish I can teleport!!!!

Still, no news from her, haven't hear anything from her since 3 weeks ago, it's coming to the fourth.. i miss her

I made a mess of myself

2010-12-31T00:01:00.003+08:00

Honestly speaking, this so-called after-exam holidays, really turn out to be isn't as fun as I previously thought.

I made a big mistake. However, it is a wake up call and I do accept that. It was a start.

Lesson Learnt

Can't take it

2010-12-17T21:58:00.002+08:00

With Spm over, just when I thought I can maybe take a break and chill off lil...totally wrong

Thursday, from 8 till 4 in the evening, driving workshop.. it was so interesting I swear half( I mean almost all) people are asleep! And it was raining, together with the damn bloody air conditioner blowing directly at me =.=

And today, Been to both Taylor's for the open days.. Somehow it made me realise that once at college, no more joke dy... and the campus is very big, somewhat feel like too good to be true...

9 down, 1 to go

2010-12-10T14:35:00.002+08:00

SPM is almost coming to an end, sometimes i just can't help noticing that I'm really down with hign school...

Yet I'm excited about it.

Thing is, no NS for me, but college is starting soon for me, i've got no break..sigh.

But, i'm now starting my pursue for you!!!! Imma persistent person yo!!!!

Finally

2010-08-30T01:20:00.004+08:00

It is the month of August, which means I/we, the form 5 are stepping down from the Curriculum activities!

Interact club

I met bunch of new and interesting people and my only regret was joining it so late!

CPB

Half of my high school life, I've been a prefect, a lil corrupted one actually. But the point is it meant a lot to me! Yet I had my worst year of the CPB in 2010, pretty much because of the teachers. Okay maybe not pretty much, is DEFINITELY them! 2010 is really, not a good year!

Not only that, the most disappointing parts are that the Johannian Spirit is dying and SJI is losing its direction without Mr David!

3 years isn't a short period of time, For I have grown up, very much compared to the early years of my high school life. Looking back, I really had fun and I really enjoyed being a prefect, nowadays, I just simply sick of it. I'm looking forward life after high school. But still, being a Johannian, I wish the school all the best in the future and

Fide Et Labore

Jame Vu

2010-08-25T00:03:00.003+08:00

Heard of Deja Vu? Well, Jame Vu is the opposite of it.

A person will hold back, and feels like he has never done the thing before even thou in reality, he has done it numerous times.

With this, I can relate it with dreams. Jame Vu is not a disease. It simply just memories, from your dream. mostly a person who is capable of remembering his/her dreams might encounter with this.

A scene from Inception

I'm back, for now!

2010-08-13T20:35:00.005+08:00

My life routine is quite sad nowadays, I really feel like a nerd! Been studying a lot lately! Trial's just a month away. I'm really blessed!

The meteor shower never show up, and today is friday the 13th!

Sorry folk!!!

2010-08-12T01:05:00.001+08:00

Sorry people, didnt have time to update the events that happen the last few months, so I'll just post it after my SPM!!!!!

Know i haven't been posting anything in 4 months!!! sorry

Nothing to say

2010-05-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

I'm really sorry it didn't work out, I really do!

We had our times, it just didn't last.

SJI & CBN joint Iu

2010-05-08T12:39:00.000+08:00

It was hell of a month, almost everything was last minute, but it turned out alright

I really had fun!

Chichi

(was sweating like hell, result in bad hair)

After Iu

stella maris iu

2010-04-24T00:24:00.003+08:00

Pictures will do the talking

I met bunch of great people!!!

sji, mbs, wesley and sab

Lamborghini

Rocyie, wee cherng, bryan and kevin

"poker master"

Only a break

2010-04-02T01:47:00.002+08:00

Finally. It's Good Friday again, got to rest from almost 3 sleepless night! Surprisingly I didn't screw up the Paper 3s( chemis and bio) =). To be honest, add maths is so much simpler than intervensi!!!!!!!!!

1 more week to, and I shall be done! Taking a break since Saturday!!! Will be back soon

>>>

another one

2010-03-28T17:09:00.003+08:00

I'm having exam right now, only taking a break to blog here!

Ok, Sorry bout acting strange lately, is just that I keep feeling left out among you people, the gang as in! I felt like invincible with you people. I felt kinda empty, til the extend that I don't wanna talk, or that I have annoyed you people without realising. I don't know why this is happening, and I certainly don't want to keep this up, because, this only happens when I'm with you people. Sometimes I really miss those day when we would hang out together and have fun.

things changed!

I'll do my best, trust me!

once again

2010-02-13T17:19:00.003+08:00

wanna watch Little Big Soldier*

It is CNY again, somehow, I don't really bother about it! Cause all I want are holidays!

Still, I'm wishing everyone

Happy Lunar New Year!

Getting on my pace already i guess.. thou intervensi was quite disastrous! Swear I'm gonna do better!

The atmosphere of CNY is very weird this year... all by myself! Guess i'll just have to play with my nieces and nephews again!

I'm so gonna go hang out!!!

Long for ice skating*

School Birthday-the 106th

2010-01-18T15:49:00.009+08:00

Today is the the official 106th birthday of St John's Institution! Wonderful indeed, got to see Peter Yii and Mr David again! I can't express how glad I was seeing them there, with the new principal, just don't like him( not after what happened on Saturday).

Ex-Johannians are there, especially last year form 5, I really do feel the spirit with them! Saw kp, pui yan and pui mun, gerard, marcus( 7 years elder) and lot more.

Joined the buddhist and fencing! For my koko marks don really have a choice, still, no harm!

And I can almost felt the interact spirit, at the concourse just now.

. as we were shouting to the crowed "JOIN INTERACT", and had to dismissed some form 1 and 2 kiddos...too bad, it ismeant for form 3 and above.

Saturday, SJI interact installation day

Faiz, Prasath and Julian

Men in Black

Not-so-important

Pls la, don't be so perasan, wasn't talking bout you.. that fellow is a guy! with balls!

untitled

2010-01-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

Oh, school is getting worse each day!

Systems are changing

students are pissed!

we(prefects) got more works

studies are getting stressful

Teacher picks on me in the class

tuitions wore me out

mixed feelings!

missing both Grace and Cheryl, house is so quiet...

Alright people, high time I tell the truth!

I'm having a crush on a girl! Yes, =)

But, I'm not gonna risk it

why?

Cause she showed no interest in me,

We're just good friends...

told me

there's a guy she like

and is not me!

Mixed feelings

Why did I wrote in here? Just wanna tell somebody how I feels..

And I do admit I'm kinda depressed, which explains

Let me get this straight, I don't care if you like me as a person or not, and I don't care why are you doing this, but is rather childish , "shallow" and sulky! Get a life, I did nothing to you!

2010 resolutions!

2010-01-09T19:53:00.003+08:00

The first week of school, usually, was bad for most people. With the excuse of couldn't wake up, exams are coming, stress etc.. but mine was just plain bad! The new guy's total jerk, teacher pms around..and teacher advisor for my prefectorial board was changed!

Definitely not good for me, or most of the other Johannians... I miss Mr.David! Just his voice alone.. you could actually hear it the other end of the school. A very dedicated teacher indeed, and he's a true Johannian. more than you could ever imagine!

Further more bout the school I wouldn't wanna comment..for safety purposes!

Talking bout tuition, I actually thought i would not be with my "tuition gang" most of the classes...turns out.. I'm with them almost all =.="

The chocolate Esther planned to give to me had some complication, it was ate by monkeys from Pineapple Hill! But nvm, long as i know she meant to give to me!

Hanna ffk us again on tuesday, but she's coming back next week. She seems more hardworking this year!

KITA, i'm going back... for Physics, I got to! with Shen Yeong! hope the LRT wont break down again!

out of topic

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Bunches of dumbass malays bombed 10 churches in KL.. and a car of a lawyer too was destroyed! WTF are they thinking man? This is not Pakistan or some middle east country where bombing happens everyday! 1 malaysia? my ass! Acting like some sort of cult or terrorist! I know they're not, but why can't they act like civilised people? ACT, at least?

Happy New Year

2010-01-01T23:01:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year! Have a wonderful 2010

(yea i know, took it at the airport)

Cheryl Khoo left.. won't see her for many years, All the best!

prank call

2009-12-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

me prank caller

First attempt

PC: hello?

me: hello?

PC: hello?

me: hello?

PC: hello?

got pissed, declined the call!

Second attempt

PC: hello

me: yes?

PC: I love you!

me: WHAT?

PC: I SAID, I LOVE YOU!!!!

me: Is this some kind of joke?

PC: NO..

suddenly another voice pop out, unknown prank caller

upc: Have you listen to fly fm' GOTCHA?

me: er... yea ( feeling weird, but knew the trick at once)

upc: This is from fly fm, the dj Basil calling.. and you're on GOTCHA!

me: what?

noisy background and, the call was cut off!

Oh, just so you know, GOTCHA is Hitz.fm's programme.. not fly fm! Thou, they got the right DJ

old town, monorail and pavilion

2009-12-19T16:53:00.004+08:00

This week was rather bored. Tuition was dreadful as I was late almost every single day continuously, but luckily I wasn't the the only one. My all time tuition mate Low Shen Yeong was just like me! Guess that's why we're good friends!

Things wasn't getting any better! Just when I was at my "dying because of boredom" moment.. received a call and lighten me up. Sort of made my day! The reason I changed my url because my family members have been "stalking" my blog. Feeling uneasy really! So I apologized for any inconveniences =)

2 CRAZY woman left and returned the same time to kl! Guess I'll lepak with them soon.. Well, got the phone call and going out soon! On Saturday, which is today!

So I met Hanna at the KL Central, then walked to Brickfield for OTWC, then took monorail til Pavilion and "shopping"... had fun! =)
*My pants was kept falling and I should have brought more money!

chicken out*

2009-12-12T17:16:00.005+08:00

Started my first day of form 5 tuition, the timetable sux wei! But I like the new block... so much better than the old one..But what i like the most is the Bm teacher is back to Rahim.. like his class very much!!!

I'm really a coward! No matter how many times my friend told me, just go for it! I felt the unimaginable truth that I will face once those words are out!

Still, this holidays is very bored.. still, this is my last holiday before SPM starts.. gotta enjoy even thou it suck! Been watching lots of TV lately.

I chose sarcasm because I doesn't wanna appear to be flirty.. which is so not me ! Don't know what to say, teasing became the topic. I may have offended her.. I'm quite sure of it and i'm sorry.

I'm liking One Republic's new album! especially All The Right Moves, Secrets, Everybody Loves Me , Good Life and Marching On!!! Pixie Lott also not bad!

That's no chance of this fantasy of mine..I just know.We're completely different types of people and there's many miscommunication going on. It's a big barrier that there's nothing I can do about it but to accept it! I hide it well, not even both my close friend know of this. And I only told because I felt guilty not to talk bout it, really! I just haven't got the guts to tell!

Peter Yii's farewell ceremony gonna be next year ! And I heard the new dude gonna replace him is an ass too! and botak! SJI teachers all jokers la..seriously..

lousy post*

ciao

Come near me

2009-11-27T23:20:00.007+08:00

Haha... come near me and you shall fall! It is so true on the ice floor....

hahha

Went to Sunway Pyramid today... with bunch of chicks for ice skating. Yeap, I did! Thou I suck at it I know. Esther sis's fetch us all there and skated with us. Haha..I was horrible there! First step on the rink and I fell. =X

lots of kids there were so much better than us, look like they took the lessons over there! Haha.. And I was so bad til joey and Esther gotta hold on

my hand al

most all the time... did Moonwalk on the ice...eheheheh, but i did improve, A LOT!!!!!

I knock many people ...make them fell and said, "HEN THONG AR!!!!!"

but I did it accidentally of course!!! I still yet to learn how to brake

That gave me the slogan of my achievement,

"Come near me and you shall fall"

haha, after that, went for T.G.I Friday for our lunch...

Haha, it was fun...really

ishh... I VOW to improve my skating skills!!!

chilling

2009-11-20T17:08:00.004+08:00

Alas, exam just finished yesterday, also my last day of form 4... sorry for not updating earlier for I was busy preparing for my finals which still, turns out quite bad! There are lots of incident happened which i cannot write it all down, so i'll just simplify it...

Last Month

Had our annual GM, Excos are selected and its gonna be tough, next year! hope we can do it well...

Last Week

Went for Nandos again, last week with 3 hot chicks... haha with 3 hours of laughter, and 3 "Ps" indeed well spent! Used to have the problem of not enough time eating Nandos! This lunch was declared as somebody's birthday gathering! hehehe Hope there are more to come!

Monday

An Ass cut my sideburn off today... together with almost the whole form 4....bloody bugger make me skip recess because he was so busy talking cock! Watch out... I'll destroy ur "wild hog" bike!!!! ishhh!!!!! i very "BO SONG" now! have to cut it again in a nearby saloon!

...

Thursday

Hahaha... Went to TimeSquare with my 2 hot chicks again and 2 funny guys... 2012 was selling fast! watched Christmas Carol instead.. well, is not that bad after all... really...the effects and all...well down Disney! Bought someone and myself a star buck yesterday... it was really nice! hehe And also, is my last day of form 4... gotta be lazy again! hahaha

Will update again!

You and me

2009-10-20T16:41:00.004+08:00

Is been quite some years since i listen to chinese song... But one left me with the most impression is still this dude song.... this dude in my opinion is the best chinese singer!

This song is kinda long edi.. i guess... but hope you like it!

Happy MCF

2009-10-06T17:57:00.001+08:00

Happy Moon Cake Festival !!!

what a night...Dint really celebrate it... i spend 5 hours chatting with a friend, til 3 in the morning... next morning , another volcano appeared!

I know is kinda late*

weird day

2009-10-06T15:48:00.002+08:00

Time flies.. really. Is been a year since I had my Pmr examination! Tomorrow the From 3s are gonna take their !

Today start off well, or so I thought. I did felt a little bit sleepy at first, but I tried my best to stay awake no matter what.. Even text people while teacher is not looking haha...

During Physic, finally i cant stand it anymore so I slept for around 15 minutes!

Now there the weird part, after i woke up... I suddenly felt so sick and numb... every single bone of my body were so heavy.. stomach and my head weren't feeling well! After that, waited for Esther and joey to returned back the thumb drive I borrowed... Dint said more than 10 words i believe...

Then, as I was walking toward kasturi I suddenly have the urge to go home. Text Hanna and told her she gotta go alone today... After I reached home I discovered another funny thing, I don't feel that sick anymore.. could even drink a can of shandy without getting headache!

Is Like My Mind Is Playing Tricks With Me!

I thought, It must be yesterday incident, I still cant get over with it? no i'm pretty sure i am ok with that already.. which left, the troublesome confusion going on my mind .. I really don't know what to do... Things was exactly like last year... focus on my exam, other think later...

really hate it.. like a beast is eating me up...really don't wanna be emo over this matter..

I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO...

Dinner Night 09

2009-09-28T18:31:00.020+08:00

Once again, is time for our SJI prefectorial board to

had fun... We had our Dinner Night- Night of Extravaganza at the Royal Bintang Hotel!

At first I had trouble finding it... then called Suet Li.... only to found that is next to the Federal Hotel.... I was almost late for 45 minutes... while they had a little LTC with te

acher...

Pictures shall speak for me!

my outfit!

Immanuel

Ass-ry and Cha!

registration!

Wesha and Ivan

Suet Li and me

me and Wesha

Izzaz and my "1malaysia"

Eugene chasing for his shoot!

Eugene got his shoot... with "waiter" of the night

Me and Priscilla!

me and chee kien

Boss "ivan" and I

Well, that all i got for now... shall post the others next time!

back

2009-09-20T20:20:00.003+08:00

I gotta say I'm really frustrated by streamyx , since 8th September the services was out. Glad i got rid of it! Using a new one called P1 W1 Max.... is a new brand according to my sis.. can serve both LAN and wireless!

That explains my long absence for facebook and blog! P.E.A.C.E!

Back to the main point, 8th september, a tuesday like no other, cause Sis going back to UK that very night, and of course, I was treated with Nandos! School was dull as usual on that day because the form 5 were still having their exam. After Physic class... i quickly rushed to met up with the Boss and mates! Once i reached there, ordered the cheapest set... and began the 2hours of chat!
The chicken was nice, more than i could ask for.. After that we proceed to kasturi for tuition! It was really nice though... I thank them for it, and i told myself, must treat them back.
Someday, Somehow!

After tuition, there was another important thing... Grace was going back that night. Well, it will be another year before she is coming back.. and next January Cheryl's going for US. I'll be alone next year... cant imagine how I gonna do it, like during the CNY... is gonna be very weird!

And yea, since that night Grace left... the internet been out til i change the server! Damn it thou.. lucky my fren was kind enough to text me during that period of time...( You Know Who You Are)
I myself suspect is it the price i gotta pay for being treated with Nandos! But no, no more hahahahaha! cause the connection is back, and here i am blogging!

When Brinjals vs Black chic!

Use Somebody by Paramore!

2009-09-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

Check this out.... really nice...!

2009-09-03T21:44:00.004+08:00

Tuesday

1 week holidays ended on monday. today was quite disastrous as I cant suit myself back to the normal time.... lucky there was plenty of free periods on tuesday... and i slept, and slept and slept for 2 hours+... and is only 10 or 11 in the morning... Form 5 are now having their SPM trials... man, this year is gonna end soon... really, time flies!

2009's PCPs just got promoted.... and guess what... all start to talk bullshit with us edi... gonna screw them up in the GM....

Wednesday

Another wonderful day indeed. Grace fetch me to school this morning... waking her up is more scary than making her mad... really, no comment.. not when she's still around. Had more free period today... again, is dKcZ man, what u expect? of course i slept again.... The renovation going on in the stuff room finally done... they make it into double stories and i nearly hit my head.... damn the school, no brains.. spend so much money on the stupid stuff room... with 13 air-conS... waste of money... better they use it on the Physic lab... i can see more cracks and more water are leaking from the Chemistry lab.... PENGETUA CEMERLANG my ass! I couldn't wait til 4 o'clock... went to popular and Shen yeong was there too... and we agreed go for a CS show down... really fun... hahaha oh yea, May koon told me too... my Nandos is coming to my stomach...

Thursday

5 free periods of 10! St john memang cluster school wei! Had McD with esther for lunch... ate some congee... comfim already, I will be having Nandos next week... yea baby... won a meal on something i have edi know! easy and simple...all thanks to wai keat! hahaha....

alright. that it now.. planning to ponteng tomorrow... hope my "headache" works!

holiday

2009-08-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

Really, this holiday kinda bored. But I'm glad cause i was able to have a good rest! After those event happened recently!

Monday was really a long day indeed. The connection werent working til then. Watched a korean movie instead, and I just cant get it, why must they make the story so sad ? and without fail the actors and actress cried like nobody business. After connected, been chatting til night time 11 o'clock. =p

and it seems like H1N1 getting more serious each day, more people are dying .

Sis is coming back tomorrow from Uk, and she promised me lots of candy...HAHAHAHAHAH just hope no virus from her la...

And this pic, i just find it very cool, even thou the movie wasnt really my liking.

ok, that all!

great lost

2009-08-20T21:08:00.004+08:00

Bro. Tiberius Lawrence Spitzig (1918-2009)

Brother, R.I.P we Johannians will not forget your contribution to our school!

Today, the funeral of Bro Lawrence was held at St John Cathedral. which is located next to our school.

The prefects,unit uniforms were helping out .

But, Ivan Ang( my ex-senior) forgotten to bring his blazer, and the ceremony not gonna start til a long long time... so me and patrick( my senior and junior at the same time) decided to "accompany" him.

It was indeed a long journey to Bukit Jalil. Talk lots of rubbish throughout the journey, and yes, we fleed out the school just like that, illegally!

time fleed: 07:45 a.m

when we reach there, we both were like, damn u Ivan.... house so big.... lucky he (good boy) (wei)!

Locked the car and wont let him enter back, and he stood like for 5 minutes only we unlocked the door! Then traffic Jam. Great. Driving without licence. and polices were everywhere on the highway! Then talked rubbish for the next half an hour.

time reached: 09:06 a.m

Lucky the funeral havent started... after the guests given their speech. we rushed to the church and formed the Guard of Honour. I saw it with my eyes when the coffin passed by me, to the alter and the ceremony begun...

Then followed by the speechs and prayers... after that the body were send to a cemetry at Cheras. And I myself glad, because i was able to paid my last respect to Bro Lawrence! and i would say this is nothing but a great lost.

There were also a controversy which i will not name it out, because i think i'm too young to be detained by ISA.

and also, after tuition i rushed back to school for Brainstorm. It the last one for this year. UPs and DOWNs were seen. really dramatic la... congrates to them anyway!

Suet Yi and Kai Sze were really weird... kept saying gonna introduce me a form 6 girl... =.=

i'm addicted to it

2009-08-14T21:41:00.003+08:00

Just cant help it... Mr. Az song's are really addictive..... I really like his song... from studio version til acoustic life....

The Remedy both version, I'll do anything , wordplay, you and i both, i'm yours ...

All are real nice... better some of those stupid rock band....

sji pg 09

2009-08-08T22:28:00.016+08:00

So I was right. most of them that turn up are girls. BUT who cares! everyone had fun today. even though is a last minute thing, it turn out well and exceed our expectations!

The schools that came were Vevikananda, Cbn, Pess, Wangsa Maju seksyen 5, St mary an

d etc... cant recall! Alright... so the guest came and we separated them into 2 class roo

m, where they have some ice breaking section and wait for the other guests to arrived!

We were leading them to the tarmac

the guest settle down

Zarif and Immanuel

Started abit late.... then the ribbons decide the groups which consits of red, white, yellow, purple, pink and one more i dont remember! I was to be the station guard for the game newspaper! they were suppose to dress up one of their member and build any structure within the time limit of 20 minutes! And they gotta explain their design...

Sorta Samurai!

GOdness of war!

patrick and his "bra"

After the games ended, went to canteen for lunch, had nasi lemak and mineral water there. Same moment, things at the badminton court already set up... and it is time for the performances and so on...

some cbn girl singing... "NICE VOICE"

me and vevikananda fellows

lol...

Cleaning up was faster than we expected.... after we took the group photos.... went for movie

GI.JOE at capsquare!

But, everywhere also cannot masuk... almost all the entrances are blocked. gotta walked a big round and finally we got to watched.

Form 4 jokers!

Group photo!

Ladies and Gentlemen, i present you

WHITEOUT

PICTURE OF THE DAY!

is not my fault

2009-08-07T21:44:00.002+08:00

Ok, like my last post suggested. Tomorrow the big event. I mean BIG. But when thing is big, complications would, and most likely will occur.

the main thing i am worrying now is. The average gender that turn up for the event. If my maths didn't fail me. I think it would be 70% girls. others all guys! and when that happen, people will see sji prefects in a ____ way.

I am here to explain ourselves, or better, myself. Is NOT that we so perverted only invite girl schools... the thing is... those boy schools, all don wanna come, for some reason... i cant figure it out... so, is not my fault!!!

ok, enough of rubbish.... things are kinda rushing tommorow... chairs gotta be back b4 2...

there so many things....

I just hope things will go according to plan and goes well.

P.E.A.C.E

cursed

2009-08-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

When base + Lips = Pain + burning pleasure +Energy(hitting the wall)

Yes, I recently invented this equation... thanks to myself, mistaken ammonium hydroxide for water. Incident reported on thursday morning.

Almost immediately skin of my lips are tearing off...

*NHOH

Been coughing bout a month or so. Each week for the month July, there must be at least day I din't go school.

Week 1: sore throat and fewer. went to clinic.

Week 2:Went KLCC watched Harry Potter. =p(overslept was the main reason)

Week 3:Nosebleed. went to hospital.

Week 4:Coughing badly, can't take it anymore... seeking treatment from the lung specialist!

I felt like been cursed. What a month, got my nerves especially when the influenza A is getting more and more serious. Malaysia been reported several deaths.

That not the main thing anyway. Next week Saturday, is important day for the form 4 CPs as we are organising a big event. Inter-School Competition.... for Prefects. I really hope things will go well on that day.Wanna thank May Koon for passing the invitation letter to Hui Xia cause there was some complications and mishap happens, gotta change plan. guess i was just fortunate to know her. =)

Was on the phone chatting with Liqun on tuesday... is nice to have a chat with old buddy and exchanging ideas. Saw Flora's blog just now, haha... yea i did lots of thing at st mary pg... bust kacau lol.... sorry ya lol

Andalso,

therealonelyandweirdgirlwhoibeenchattingwithheralotrecentlyhernameisjyane

A funny form2 girl... moody type

when i chat with her, reminds me of my form 2 life.... it was so relaxing and no stress unlike now... everything has to be black and white!

and DAMN THOSE WHO PROTEST today , causing a massive traffic jam and make me reach home SUPER EARLY AFTER TUITION.

hate this kind of thing man, cant they do it somewhere else?

my bad

2009-07-17T22:23:00.001+08:00

got into a fight with hanna and joey just now.... is my bad i know.... i'm sorry and that wont happen again....

sorry....really am!

Pg.

2009-07-11T21:38:00.008+08:00

Promised to meet Zarif at school to go to Wanga Maju....to get a free ride from Janjean's parents! Due to some complications...I was late and in the end gotta ask Zarif's police cadet junior for his number....... Mana tau he memang good friend sangat, he din't wait for me.....He was gone....on the way to Wangsa Maju!

So, after a 20 minutes ride from MJ to Wangsa Maju... Met up with Janjean and Zarif there and get into the car and heading to st mary.... BUt..... even janjean's parent got lost halfw

ay... have to ask the locals the directions...

We reached there around 8+am... then after the registration and the speech.

..we were separated into groups... mine with the n

ame Sirius. The first game was something bout changing the "theme" song to anything that possible.... then i suggested something weird though..... don wanna tell...malu...

As the games go on.... my group won the out-door game....haha

and the indoor games....project runway!

Flora playing piano....

candid on liqun

Said to be my long lost sister.... they say she look like me? The girl below...

Her name is see yan?i guess...

After the lunch and the closing ceremony... we chilled and exchanging the contacts.... then got a surprise free ride from Camilya's dad....

We reached the Selayang mall and shared a cab to terminal putra-(Gombak)..... after that... we head for our own way!Then again....from gombak to MJ.....after that lrt star pulak....

what a morning wei!

pictures

2009-07-08T20:30:00.005+08:00

Thing actually goes according to my plan..... predicted I will be too sick to wake up in the morning.

Then went to clinic to treat my troat.... found out is throat infection.... got mc for 2 days!

All right, speaking of school, it was really dull.... I wasn't feeling good for the p

ast few days and most teachers weren't in class... spend most of the time

sleeping.... and, form 3 having exam... not in the mood to study la... as conclusion....

anyway... i recently found back some of the pictures i took at penang 2 years ago...

And these... from Sepang last year!

thanks

2009-07-03T20:31:00.004+08:00

First of all, i really thank you all who contribute for the presents....

I thanks

Melissa for this shower gel...

Hanna, Joey, Esther, Wei Yi, Shen Yeong and more(whom I donno) for this Casio watch....

Flora for this emergency break glass

Gin Wei~for this chair???

I'm sure this will come handy?

Well, this 16th birthday is really special for me. No doubt! Seriously... first is the gifts from the aussie chicS...followed by others.... I received the most birthday too...

And as for Hanna and the gang...really, thanks for all the effort u did to prepare this present for me.... is quite pricey too....

just wanna say, thanks

profesionalism!

2009-06-29T16:23:00.004+08:00

I am officially 16!
the surprises I get...

is so much more than I can ask for a birthday gift!!!

Alright, I would like to thank everyone that have wished me for birthday!!!Thanks, i really appreaciate it! Special thank to those who text me sharp on time.... on 00.00 a.m

Right, today is quite some day for me, I must say!

Did the oath on stage, A group of student from Carine high school, Perth, Australia came and perform acoustic guitar..... they even did the local song Rasa Sayang ... And the best part was, the assembly lasted until 8.40.... which means Bio period is almost finish, + Mr David requested all the form 4 prefects and PCP to help up with the aussie students! They performed at the st john primary school!

After we settle everything, bunch of them came into the hall, lots of them....and really, i'll be mad to say if they aren't pretty, in fact, they are hot.

Then, they start to perform, and it was really briliant!.... some highlight are Viva La Vida, Harry Potter ost! for the first time in my life, i'm impressed!!!It was really good...After their performances, our very own backpipe sort of escort them to the foods! They are australians, need to show them the SJI style!!! PS: we won the band com last wednesday

After that, while they were having their tea break, it was the ice-breaking session..... At first, it was really awkard for us, then we nominate Asri a.k.a to be the head, then he said, let me show you what is profesionalism!

But in the end, it was the girls from Carine high made the move first.... That surprise us

I personally got alot of gifts from them... it was really a fun experience...... make quite a number of new friends too, take pictures, exchanging emails....=p

by 12.45, their bus for the next destination have arrived....so after the farewells ,

Then the prefects were in deep discussion.

However,

we are discussing who get the most number and gifts.....etc..

went back to class and realised we skip almost the whole day of lessons..... it was already 1.00p.m sharp

And, I think, I got the most presents from them...

the week!

2009-06-20T23:31:00.002+08:00

15/06/2009-

First day back to school.... there was a relief period...thought can do our own thing, in the end some fellow called himself a teacher that came from SMK jinjang.... spoke with a funny accent- claim himself to be very unfortunate...... the name tag shows that the name is CK Chan....but the funny thing was- he wore a CK belt.... lecture my class for no reason.... hell i care..... i have a feeling many people will not like him!!! Prefect meeting mentioned that Najib coming next saturday!

16/06/2009

As usual, got a few paper back... still, i was satisfied....at least I am improving.... yeap! Than Mr Jesu got meeting, got released school early..... was outside school gate talking bullshit with kohgula....then suddenly she came and pass me the letter..... ...then as usual, my frens disturb me with this incident.... Kasturi was as dull as usual- but go there for study....yea..... Bm period kena ejek by hashim again...... and as usual, hanna came only for the chemistry, joey was upset because it was another no-show!!!! Went back home and the same usual stuff again...

17/06/2009

Had a goosebump at the early of the morning, I thought that CK chan fellow was just talking when he said he is helping out with the scouts..... He wore the SFU with some stupid scarf.... poyoh! with the king scout badge or something.....i felt like vomitting..... then after school, went to Mc D with cheng lim, hezron, marcus and kelvin.... while me, Cl and hezron were at a different table.... exchanging some idea bout how cl feel to e.....LOL then wait at popular til 4 something only headed for KITA...... after that, went to popular with joey and hanna.... where we help hanna to buy some eraser and work books... and i have to borrow her 10bucks .....When going back, saw flora, she was waving to me, but i din't realise til joey told me...lol, sorry ya!

18/06/2009

Discuss bout the gathering with hezron, he seems uncertain whether wants to lead the whole thing or not....but i hope he do, he the perfect dude to do the job! Again Mr Jesu let us go back early coz got meeting.... while buying my lunch at 7-11, she call me and chat for a while...

Add math reach Statistic already... while Bio reach photosynthesis..... i remember before the holidays, Saidah skip some of the topic in nutrition and "taught" us about the photosynthesis.... basically she finishED the whole chapter in 2 or 3 lesson! SHE "ROX"... SMK's school teacher rox wei!!!! anyway, just when i can claim back my 10 bucks from hanna, she took another 5 bucks from me for SOMEONE bday present....but nvm la, is worth it...

19/06/2009

After assembly, we talked our way all out and reached a conclusion..... hezron agreed to lead the gathering, and the jobs are divided! I am in charge of public relation....have to send letters to other school.... As usual, school was dull.... this few week have alot of thing going on in the school...... After school, over heard schanny complaining bout that Ck chan already.... sudah banyak orang tak puas dengan dia, kan saya dah cakap.... is been only less than a week, he is another rocker!!!!

ok, that basically what happen this week!

LTC

2009-06-09T20:58:00.004+08:00

Ok, listen up....these pictures may be a little weird as i wasn't really that like taking pictures of my own, but is SWK... so no choice......

Alright, It was 30/06/09 back then!

We CPB had a "LTC". well, sort of! I was late as usual....met SWK a.k.a soh wai keatand Pui mun....and my camera became their victim....

I thought we were late already?

Ok, it was really dull....but things get better when the games were on! PLAY WITH WATER GAME, water ballons and so on... after that, enjoy our lunch at canteen then I headed to kasturi for physic tuition. the end. yea is bored i know...

Oh yea, saw nicholas and yee xuan there too....sat next to them...

afterbalikrumahmandimakantidurtengoktvthenonline>My holiday just started!

loving it

2009-06-05T22:34:00.006+08:00

watch this, is really funny

This video are selection of HOWIE DO IT!
enjoy!

I think i will special dedicate this video to Hanna, and her "wonderful" ending petS

It wasn't less, it was almost empty

2009-06-03T22:02:00.002+08:00

OK, today I officially start my first lesson at KITA. The other tuition centre that teach only Physics! It was quite weird, not to say bad, Maybe i should say this wE are OUTNUMBER by girls! Sounds familiar yea I know!

Suppose to meet up with Hanna at 3.30.... and in the end, as usual, she arrived around 3.50! NICE one chic! With the guidance of Joey, We of 3 reach there when the lesson was bout to start! Thanks to Somebody! Saw alot of familiar faces over there, like another bunch of kasturi fellows....

Saw Shen Yeong, was really glad cause I know, I'll be bully by the 2 high, drunk fellow who claimed that they are girly girl! Never mind that, Entered the class, had a goosebump... It was really PATHETIC! MY GOODNESS, it consists alomst 20+ people, and glad to tell you that only 4 are guys!

..............................................................................I felt like getting out of the class and never return!

Then, I had a "GOD JUST BLEESED ME " second ! Right after Shen Yeong told me the first time he came, he was the only guy. He too have the urge to run away from that class and never return, just somehow he remembered he paid for the fees!

Another magnificient incident was, the candy dropped off from the stick! It like I am sucking a big candy ball in mouth....

Whatever it is, the teacher is alright, not bad.... very detail!

PS:Yea, anyway, VI's chinese name really sux!!! i suggest them better change it....

Blast It

2009-05-29T15:30:00.002+08:00

KEEP YOUR AIM ON THE FOOD-That was what I told myself yesterday....in the end turn out that it was another disapointment. The noodle was not really my liking....but i was expecting something more and better!

Teacher's Day celebration was really bored... almost lose my temper this morning with the form 1&2 kiddo!!!! damn childish and troublesome.. Oh, forgotten, once again happy bday to you YYX, happy sweet 16!happy birthday!!!

For me, today was really tiring, morning got up 6.30 reach school when the assembly was just about to start! Then throughout the whole morning was posted to many places for my duty.... in the end gotta take the chairs back to the hall and classes..... FED UP, after I saw the jobs are almost done went up straight to the class room... There where I thought the reason i am at school, after that nvm........

I dint eat much as it was not really pleasant for me..... shift my attention to gaurav's guitar, with Sara taught me the C-note and so on.... Saw the condition my of fellow classmate(playing cards), I agree to follow G and S to the guitar shop and check things out there! It was not bad, I learnt quite a few thing bout guitar over there....

After that, balikrumahmandimakantengoktvthenonline...where I am now!!!
I realise that I still have some difficulties walking the stairs but no prob with walking, i think it is recovering la...

I think I will call it a call it a post la

My first "time"

2009-05-28T20:26:00.003+08:00

Oh, guess what.... I pass add math for the first time this year!!!! Got the same mark with Jiating!!!!! Was really glad..... hahahahahahahahahahahaha....

Btw, I think I did quite badly with my modern maths.....but nvm....that not my concern at the moment!!! My leg is getting much better, but is still hurting me greatly.... think i was really obvious today at kasturi, was struggling with the stairs... til yyx(the unusual behaviour) asked me that if I injuried my leg.... think back? i really wonder when was the last time i spoke to her??? Last year? nvm that anyway

Today finally Shannon send me the pic of sport's day.... check this out....

Me eating free food!

My dear Racist friends Prasanth and Shannon

Today I wasn't emo or bad mood.... was just too tired... CHILLAX..... everyone!

gonna watch it

2009-05-26T20:44:00.003+08:00

Exam is finally over!!! The 3 week exam was really stressful for me!!! Then here comes the things wanted to do!!!!

*skip school on Wednesday(I have a solid reason kay, injuried my right knee)

*Hang out with friends on the holidays to watch TERMINATOR SALVATION!!!!!

(Been wanting to watch this movie for a very long time.... since last year i think!)

God Damn It, the trailer is so damn nice, or maybe cool i should say!

And then is Muse... my goodness!!!

this band is the best live band ever!!!

loving their songs!!!

lately...

Back to the business, so i am pratically shifted from exam to playing mode....currently am planning something to do la....

Dia orang kata nak tengok movie, then main bowling on the 8th June??? dengan whole bunch of people.... nak tak...? want means tell me or message me la..... if u r interested la....

Btw, today at school, I been to the rooftop to lepak..... end up pokai and injuried my knee...is f**king pain right now and dad have to apply oil to urut for me...... (for this incident, i would blame it on curiosity and excitment 'S fault!!!!)

ok, that it... thanks to oli reminds, just recall someone birthday is near!!

2009-05-22T20:52:00.008+08:00

Ar....is been about a month or so since I active in blogging! It is a rough month indeed.... after all the activities like family day, sport's day..... followed by exam.... which is still currently going on til next tues.... GOD REALLY BLESS ME cause tomorrow have a award giving ceremony which i am totally not involved but still gotta go there..... for what? Prefect..... sometimes i just too lazy for all these....but i knew the consequences since the very first day i sign up for the job!!!!!

David Cook finally give up his tittle to Kris Allen!!! Between Adam Lambert and him.... I really got no comment on who should be the real winner!!!.... both are great singers.... and Cook really did a great job of that song, he sang Permanent.....specially dedicated to his deceased bro!!! Nice one really!!!

There too many things happened this month.....i reckon is better for me not to write it out...
better still!!!! That idiot is really getting my nerves!!! NO MEANS NO.....no point putting false hope! You know who you are....not gonna mention ur name anyway!!!

btw,

ta ra e n

my name Darren in japanese!

24 april 2009

2009-05-01T00:59:00.007+08:00

Sport's day!

lousy and boring day....but had fun anyway!

enjoy the pictures!

Bukit Jalil adventures!!!! so called!

LRT.we rulezzzz

18 April 2009!!!

2009-05-01T00:10:00.007+08:00

It was the carnival day! yeap, sorry for the late post....be busy lately..........here the pic!!!

Mr David launching the Hari Keluarga!

Pn Najibah kena Splash me

Joey, Brax and me

marcus

joey!(marcus will love this)

Me and Hanna!

Kung Fu fight!

Naim with his "GAGA" thingy!

how it looks like from f4 block!

......

Brax caught my hand!

brax lala pose!

After a long morning, around 12 something, went to Lrt station to fetch hanna.... bringing her to my school, St John's Institution for the very first time!!!! enjoy much...especially in the class!

owe me ten buck!

2009-04-17T14:04:00.002+08:00

Just happen that i found this video in my friend's phone...
not sure if you people seen it....
but it is really funny...the lyric....

Well, our school got not a chance to study at all.....
all busy with the SJI carnival!
Am bringing some of my friends going...
kk, that it!

damn it

2009-03-30T17:16:00.002+08:00

History,Biology and Add maths.....
the hardest subject!!!! It is over, and i think i screwed it up!
Bio section B and Add Maths!!!!
It really hard, no joke!!!
what a way to start off a week!!! wel, my exam end tomorrow, but got account on wednesday morning!
damn it !!!! man, i hope i don't fail my add maths again this time!!!!

Tomorrow got moral! god, how the hell i am suppose to memorise all the nilai and definisi????
that it today, hope it wont rain tomorrow, or any day of this week!

damn my phone anyway.... stupid hotlink! everytime 2 days b4 it expired sure messages cannot be send!!! damn it la...

SJI prefects!

2009-03-27T18:17:00.003+08:00

Sit back.Enjoy!

this video consits of Darren khoo, Immanuel, Faiz

Made by Aaron justine and Pransanth

voice of LDinesh aka Sanjivi!

another version of it!

YOu lOVeD iT!

that it!

2009-03-27T17:39:00.002+08:00

see, i know it.... talked bout it, guess it will be just fine, assume ntg happen!
Well, this week is kinda tiring....
together with CT, we accompany Zheng Yang to BP house, CM's Professor shop, even MYDIN...
still no result! for the stupid RAMBU!
today i think i did something very bad, but people told me is not my fault, no one fault actually. guess i will get over with it very soon!

AND SERIOUSLY DAMN THE GOD DAMNED RAIN! I get to kasturi with a wonderful condition, even Felicia gave 2 thumb-up! bloody hell! And out of nowhere, the same row Pop out some unfamiliar bags! which end up was may koon sat next to me! pudu gang la!

Today morning, SJI some fellow from the PIBG board stepping down.... went to In-Gate to study chemistry along with Janjean and Irwyn as our teacher! and i think i did pretty well with the paper today!

damn it

2009-03-23T15:32:00.004+08:00

Well, is been a long time since i last blog! skip to the topic>>>> GOD DAMN IT! Exam has been forward to this thursday! I am so dead right now...... Well, I do hope I can do better this time, the monthly test was a total disaster for me.... Might be my worst result ever!!!! I been sms a lot lately, especially the passing weekend! more than 50 over message I think! Guess you can say I do like to sms......

Sitting next to Zheng Yang might help me in the studies, but he too influrence me alot on the word ...... Lots of HW never finish, like today, chemistry, add maths and etc... I did a little actually, was planning to copy his answer for those i left it empty, but as usual.... the answer will always be I DINT FINISH IT!

April 18, hari desa something something, which is also the pudu gathering day, thank god sarveen told us if we don wanna go for the hari desa thingy, we can go for pudu gathering....yes!!!!

Marcus's secret sudah bocor.....now we have movie to watch...........
Another thing, I can sense it, it is going to happen soon, and something will happen to me!
is been 1 month+, i think....

that it for today, just another thing, wont be updating til my exam finish!

nice dinner

2009-03-08T22:37:00.009+08:00

Hmm, today the weather is extremely hot....
and i walked from my house to the Titiwangsa LRT station....
was sweating like hell
Where to?

to my friend's house in Cheras...
Just when i arrived at the house....
I was mistaken for "someone" brother!
LOL

then after I self intro...
baru tau la....
itu best friend kawanku
Carmen!

Soon, Tze Keat arrived too!Carmen and Tze keat

then four of us keep on chatting je.......

Tze Keat

(sarcasm rox)

Melissa

donno how?
we end up watching the Maruko anime...(kinda childish one)
waiting for Mic and her sis to arrived!

then suddenly our "children gang"
keep on talking at our own table while eating
lots of crap.........

then, Melissa's dog
Gabriel
very hyper la....
keep on running around the house!

We had fun la tonight....
after we had the dinner....
we all gathered around keep on talking je....

picture b4 we left!

anyway,
thanks Carmen....
for fetching me to the LRT station.....

the journey til Titiwangsa took more than 20 minutes....
then I walked back to my house,
took a bath
watched how Lee Choong Wei kalah...
then here i am now....
at 11.04p.m
blogging bout today incident!

that it today,
just wanna say
i had fun!

let us talk shit

2009-03-06T17:07:00.003+08:00

yes,below is some interesting conversation of me with the constipated girl

check this out!

dArReNKhoo says:
shit u la
dArReNKhoo says:
this year i went alone
eevaSqueeks eevaScreams eevaLaughs [[cross it out]] says:
whyyy?!
dArReNKhoo says:
last time still got sis teman
eevaSqueeks eevaScreams eevaLaughs [[cross it out]] says:
everytime always shit me.
eevaSqueeks eevaScreams eevaLaughs [[cross it out]] says:
like i dont have shit
dArReNKhoo says:
sis at subang
dArReNKhoo says:
lol
dArReNKhoo says:
constipation ma
eevaSqueeks eevaScreams eevaLaughs [[cross it out]] says:
then this year stone moree
eevaSqueeks eevaScreams eevaLaughs [[cross it out]] says:
haahaa
eevaSqueeks eevaScreams eevaLaughs [[cross it out]] says:
eh sertious wei
eevaSqueeks eevaScreams eevaLaughs [[cross it out]] says:
aku constipation
dArReNKhoo says:
wei
eevaSqueeks eevaScreams eevaLaughs [[cross it out]] says:

almost masukkan diri masuk hospital

when u talked bout shit , reminds me of
Shin Chan
below this, if you got no idea at all.........

now u know?

good......

rain

2009-03-03T20:43:00.002+08:00

Today, I have got no choice
but to say to you
F**K YOU RAIN!

after tuition.....
me and Kok Hon....together
we became same sort of smart ass....

run pass middle of a high way
bare footed walked on muddy water...
run like idiots.....
wasted 1buck for a less then 50m journey to the rapid KL,
just to go through the fly over!

this is the worst rain I ever seen wei....
the whole KL is affected!

now i am suffering....
my legs....
lots wounds and cuts....
GOD DAMN IT!

told u never like rain...
used to cant tell you why...
but now....
I believe I can....
you all should too!

School is getting boring than ever!
study only at tuition centre.......
and yes...
can go Pudu School's PG!
is optional......
i will just go.....
wanted to know where their school also .......
kk, that it...

ask me why

2009-03-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

wonder why i post this pic?

if so...

ask me why

tell u personally!

01:14:57

2009-02-27T17:01:00.002+08:00

I was talking on the phone just now...
it was very long conversation indeed!
of coz, not i call la...
i dont call people wan...
safe money!
talking with?
it was with a cat....
today, my mood is A++
lol,
i wanna watch 300 la...
is so damn nice!

anyway, did i mentioned i watch
The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
the movie is really nice la, seriously
really la...
nice!

anyway,
it is the end of the road of ESG for me..
i have decided to quit!
so, but i wish everyone good luck handle the troop la!

01:14:57
yes, that the time....

school been getting more bored..
no fun at all...
really....
just wish for something to happen la...
LIFELESS!

and the, got my personal junior already...
lucky is a ok one...
hope he dont blur with me!
or i will screw him up!

anyway,
am listening to
Jesse Mccartney-How do you sleep

loving violence!

2009-02-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

alright, we almost cant watch 300 today
luckly brax have the CD!
ur the man!

i never watch the movie before, so while watching kinda excited la....
the visual effect, everything....
damn them....so nice!
especially the part where the SUPER BIG monster-looking guy head got choped off!
i call it perfect!

the thing is,
even if i am not smiling,
not necessary that i am angry...
it is part of my natural expression!
only a few fellow would know....
but i now i telling u all la!

for whoever that wrote that comment
relax, i wont eat u....
wont scold u....
just wanna know who u r .....

anyway, dont worry
i will hand the letter myself
no need you all to worry...
i seriously lost semangat already !
maybe it was a big mistake since the beginning!
but no time up for me...game over!

besides, PCP.....
donno what to say la...
stoning, late for duties, blur-ing!
how the hell they pass the interview????
where the SPIRIT?

they will seriously die without us!
bloody hell....
duty list put at home!
lay egg is it?
most stupid thing i ever heard in my life...

But then i dont care much la...
NEC will
of them!

nerd in the pink

2009-02-25T22:18:00.002+08:00

hmmm? how often you see a guy...
using a PINK colour umbrella?

me darrenkhoo is the first one maybe?
doesnt match with my uniform at all....
seriously. damn raining days!
hate it....

school, is getting more boring than usual....
anyway, Pn Vijaya said we gonna watch 300 for sejarah...
how the Spartan were trained to warriors!

In the end, i still have to wait...
yes, waiting is part of my duty now?
why is that? no idea....

been sitting next to Zheng Yang these few days!
disturbing him with his "old sweetheart"
EMILY

I think i just got lost...
whatever i am doing now...
what happen last week...
i got no regret!

that my true self....i think...
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

really impressed by mr kumar
1 poem can drag til more than an hour plus
and indeed we had fun la....the whole class!

Pudu PG, i think we might not make it la...
checked the list already....
18 APRIL is HARI KAD LAPORAN!
absolutely not a good day to have fun with the chicks!
LOL, jk jk...
kk, that it

i think i can...

2009-02-21T17:48:00.001+08:00

ntg actually...

just wanna express my cooled feeling!

been down that few days...

now ok edi..

feeling peace all the time!

bitter to better

2009-02-20T15:52:00.004+08:00

Well, today start it not that well for me again...
but is alright!
hate it u know...when teacher keep picking on you
when she know u dont know the answer!

Hall....
Loving these candy!
now GOT new rule.... 1 saja per day!

haizz, well, i think i too carry away yesterday!
thanks flo and jo!
now, is around 3.58p.m in the evening...
am waiting for my sis to balik....
so i can watch Heroes later!

Pain true face!

btw, Naruto getting nicer, and more complicated!

kk, that it

depressed

2009-02-19T21:28:00.002+08:00

This week...feeling damn sad...
lots of disappointment...
under lots of stress...

try not to show it...
still burst it in the end!
i'm piss, sad and whatsoever...

eventhough they say is ok...
feel like @#$%^&*

whoever la....
hate coming to school now...
Physic, Bio, Chem....
all those teacher can really make me sleep...

never depend on school teacher....dont even know what they talking...

I wanna be free...from all these things...
is really annoying...
plus, π.....
alpha and beta?!
aint going anywhere....
really headache...

today, make a new friend again in kasturi..
which i think is the only good thing that ever happened today...
another one thought sji is the ambulance thingy....swt...

i am emo la, conclusion
donno what i been taiping also...

folie a deux

2009-02-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

You could've knocked me out with a feather

I know you've heard this all before

but we're just hell's neighbors

Why why why won't the world revolve around me

Build my dreams please grow a all over the streets

But I don't know much about classic cars

but I got a lot of friends stuck on classic coke

Down, Set, Hut, Hut, Hut, Hike

Media Litzs

Let's hear it for America's Suitehearts

But I must confess

I'm in love with my own sins

Let's hear it for America's Suitehearts

But I must confess

I'm in love with my own sins

You can bow and pretend that you

don't don't know you're a legend

Time time time hasn't told anyone else yet

Let my love loose again

I don't know much about classic cars

but I got a lot of friends stuck on classic coke

Down, Set, Hut, Hut, Hut, Hike

Media Blitz

Let's hear it for America's Suitehearts

But I must confess

I'm in love with my own sins

Let's hear it for America's Suitehearts

But I must confess I'm in love with my own sins

Angels and DEMONS

2009-02-15T20:44:00.005+08:00

this movie looks cool....seriously...
trailer is quite cool...

ANGELS AND DEMONS

Will be 1 of the exciting movie...i foresee la....

today is quite bored, been texting low for the whole evening...

lol...

tomorrow i gonna be alpha and beta again....LOL

the difference between of αβ and π

2009-02-13T14:52:00.008+08:00

Today morning, i received a letter! quite excited actually...
and it REALLY do, make my day.
so the letter thingy is gonna keep going,
even though the test going on and all that...

now on, my name gonna be αβ...
and this thing.....π will i explain some time later...
hmm, abit random la....LOL

SJI.....why must u make people come school on saturday ......shit la u......(talking bout the principal)

haha, seriously....this morning really unexpected.....really....
thanks to someone.....lol
all those hard work......

and the...PCP has arrived
damn funny they all......
stoning only...
wait for orientation, gonna make them suffer......HAHA(evil tune)

now i really wanna say la...
form 4 , out of those 3 science classes....
my class paling relax one, and lots of jokers....

because today , during the test, class 4H did something extra ordinary
it was Moral....yet we used techno to did something immoral.....
LOL

everyday we will use hp to send things.....
sleep in the class(only i does that)
play around..
fool around...
then, end of the day.
kasturi only study....that why everday went home also damn tired....

kk, ntg else....just wanna say
am happy today...very happy
and the
loving the phrase....
OKEK......
(OUR DEARLY PRINCIPAL FAVOURITE WORD)

2009-02-08T22:04:00.002+08:00

Heroes

2009-02-06T18:04:00.007+08:00

Wow, heroes is back...

not talking bout season 3...

is bout season 3 volume 4:Fugitives....
watch the first episode edi...

damn nice....

and it kinda feel different....

SPOILER AHEAD

nathan is bad ass now,
peter steals mohinder and tracy power(donno how)
matt can draw the future
and sylar, is not dead, trying to find his dad.....

damn exciting, damn you la star world.....never tell us got 2nd part...
all thanks to my SISTER....LOL
ok, i teman u play the speeed card game
Hmm, practically am showing off to those HEROES-fans....
haha, i watch more than you do....

kk, enough of crap....
feeling kinda sad these day....
Heroes is a good remedy for me!

tell la your name

2009-02-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

for the girl from pudu, just tell la ur name?
least let me know who are?
relax and chill.......i wont eat you.....
right!!!!

ok, now i really hate add maths,
those mathematicanS.........got ntg better to do is it?
invent things so hard.....
bloody hell....

and the, it looks like is end of the road for me la
it has ended.

to the pudu girl,
what so funny bout me?
just a LCLY idiot from sji,
least most people said that...

funny? seriously?
jk....lol
haha, just tell me whoever u are,
and what so funny la.....

besides, really wonder how u get to this blog?
i dont think i have any connection over there?
never famous there....LOL

now, my hair is the issue....
is really messy these day....
tried my best not to mess it up already....

as for the name tag i been using, baru second week sudah hilang one,
i now ordering a new one...
with the brand new name
CHEEN ZHANG

tomorrow can get edi....
and the, am expexting idiots to ask me why i wear other people name tag
then can kenakan them
coz, only a handful of dudes know my full name....

ok, crap habis....

WEIRDOs

2009-02-02T21:45:00.003+08:00

I now declare
KL Pudu girls school ....
some, some la.... of their students are weirdoS....
Esp at kasturi....

donno they all la,
everytime see me coming....donno what they laughing.....

somemore that day made me knock the door...

Account class today, planned to sit alone behind, so can turn behind strenghten my hand...
mana tau whole bunch of them sitted behind me......
that what u call
BLOCKING THE EARTH TO TURN!!!

Someone better tell me what wrong with them, or what their intention.... is just really WRONG! anyone one from PUDU?
tell me......

and damn those kasturi air con....
so damn freaking COLD!!!

movie je....whole holiday

2009-01-30T16:32:00.003+08:00

today quite bored....
been watching Max Payne!!!

well, is very complicated
confusing,
but if you understand it...
then is ok one!!!

this new year is seriously very dull
no excitement at all!!!

wonder how people still can so happy celebrating?
or is it just for the ANG PAO???
swt la people these day!!!

loving their song!!!

2009-01-28T15:12:00.005+08:00

these 2, i think soon will be my all time fav!!!
nice lo, their song!!!
Cook ada Declaration, Permanent, Heroes, Come back to me, I did it for you and Daily Anthem

Archie ada Touch my hand, Crush, A little too not over you, Waiting for yesterday,

anyway, back in KL already
indeed this new year is very boring
kk
that it.

ang pau na lai

2009-01-26T20:53:00.002+08:00

you say you gotta go and find yourself
you say that you're becoming someone else
don't recognize the face in the mirror
looking back at you

you say you're leavin
as you look away
i know theres really nothin left to say
just know i'm here
whenever you need me
i'll wait for you

so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

take your time i wont go anywhere
picture you with the wind in your hair
i'll keep your things right where you left them
i'll be here for you

oh and i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

and i hope you find everything that you need
i'll be right here waiting to see
you find you come back to me

i can't get close if your not there
i can't get inside if theres no soul to bear
i can't fix you i can't save you
its something you have to do

so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me
come back to me
so i'll let you go
i'll set you free
and when you see what you need to see
when you find you come back to me

and i hope you find everything that you need
i'll be right here waiting to see
you find you come back to me

when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me
when you find you come back to me

Ps: current liking, David Cook-Come Back To Me!!!